Friday, June 11, 2010

This Time

Friday, June 11
this has all happened before
a perfect night
a perfect moment
a perfect goodbye.
goodbye.
only this time it'll be different
because this goodbye
won't mean three months of pain.
this all happened before
only this time we're in love
and that can't waver.



Tell Me What's Wrong

Wednesday, June 2
i can't stand when
i feel something's wrong
misplaced, misshapen, misplaced
but i can't do a thing.
i feel so helpless
so incapable of helping
fixing, mending, loving
and you won't even let me try.
i always imagine the worst
the most nightmarish possibilities
effects, outburst, futures
is it all my fault?

Send This Smile

Friday, May 21
it's coming to a close
final thoughts are conjured
and she sits on ashes
wondering
waiting
what's next?
the city falling beside her
in pieces of familiar places
and people
family
friends
and a lover.
but as chaos and fire falls
crushing life as she knows it
and it seems so
hopeless
desperate
no hope,
she can't help but think and know
that she still holds a smile
for the future
past
present
this chaos won't break a thing.