I Did It

Saturday, August 29

this is supposed to be freedom

this is supposed to be salvation

i'm supposed to be relieved

then why do i feel so trapped?

now I'm supposed to have choices

i'm supposed to have possibilities

i'm supposed to find someone better

then why am i now so alone?

i'm supposed to be happy

this is supposed to be my decision

supposed to be what i wanted

then why do i want to take it back?

because...

this is supposed to be hard

and i'm supposed to cry

and its supposed to hurt inside

and its all supposed to get better.

Breaking Up

Saturday, August 7

I'm scared your love is fading
But mine just keeps on staying
And I'll soon have to learn
Just how to let you go.

I'll feel like I'm the one
Who'll leave this scarred and torn
And you'll just walk away
So able to let go.

I'll sit there in the dark
Wondering where you are
And I'll guess the reasons why
You wanted to let go.

And although I won't forget
The memories that we had
I'll have to pack my things
And finally let you go.

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I'm In a Plane

Thursday, August 5

Thirty five thousand
That's how many feet between
Me and solid ground.

Things I've never seen
Places I've never been
I can see it all.

All it is, is lights
But I still know that somethings
Hide in the darkness.

Here, up in the clouds
Here, I can see everything
The entire world.

But from way up here
The whole world is just a blur
I can't see a thing.

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