I Did It

Saturday, August 29

this is supposed to be freedom

this is supposed to be salvation

i'm supposed to be relieved

then why do i feel so trapped?

now I'm supposed to have choices

i'm supposed to have possibilities

i'm supposed to find someone better

then why am i now so alone?

i'm supposed to be happy

this is supposed to be my decision

supposed to be what i wanted

then why do i want to take it back?

because...

this is supposed to be hard

and i'm supposed to cry

and its supposed to hurt inside

and its all supposed to get better.